Monday, September 29, 2008

NSL 1.2: FITCH IS BACK

NIGHTS SEX & LIES VOLUME 1.2
CATEGORY:SEX

"FITCH IS BACK"


SO THE BEST WORST THING EVER HAS FINALLY HAPPENED.... FITCH IS BACK.

THE ONE PERSON I CAN'T SHAKE NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY IS BACK. NOW SOME OF YOU MAY KICK BACK AND BE LIKE OK WHATEVER JUST GO WITH IT BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..... HE IS SO BAD FOR ME ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY.

FOR THE PAST BIT WE HAVE GONE BACK AND FORTH WITHOUT ANY FORM OF COMMITMENT BUT THAT HASN'T CHANGED ANY AMOUNT OF ENTITLEMENT THAT WE FEEL TOWARDS EACH OTHER. OR HOW DICED THINGS ARE BETWEEN US...

TO BE HONEST I LOVE THE WAY THINGS ARE BETWEEN FITCH AND I... WE CAN BE AROUND EACH OTHER IN PUBLIC AND ONLY ACKNOWLEDGE EACH OTHER WITH A COY SMILE OR WITH A QUICK GLANCE AND THAT'S ENOUGH. NO MATTER WHO THE OTHER IS AROUND OR WITH THAT NIGHT WE KNOW THAT LATER THAT NIGHT ITS GOING TO BE THE TWO OF US... IVE WATCHED HIM GIVE GIRLS ATTENTION AND LOOK BACK AT ME AS IF TO SAY "YOU ALREADY KNOW WHERE I'LL BE AT THE END OF THE NIGHT". I STILL GET CHILLS WHEN I SEE A TEXT FROM HIM AND CAN'T HELP BUT BECOME ANIMALISTIC SKUNKIN WITH HIM.

AND KNOWING THAT HE WANTS IT JUST AS BAD IS JUST AS EQUALLY PLEASING IF NOT MORE. EACH TIME I HAVE TRIED TO RESIST HIM IT HURTS BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO BUT IN THE END... IT MAKES ME LAUGH AND BITE MY LIP WHEN I HEAR FROM MULTIPLE TIMES IN ONE DAY OR WHEN HE FIXATES ON ME.

BUT ITS DANGEROUS BECAUSE LIKE I SAID WE HAVE A SENSE OF ENTITLEMENT WITH EACH OTHER... SO ME TRYING TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP MEANS NOTHING TO HIM... HE'S BEEN AROUND LONGER AND KNOWS THAT AT THE END OF THE DAY HE WEIGHS IN LARGER. DON'T FEEL BAD FOR ME THOUGH, I'M NO BETTER KNOWING THAT HE IS LYING IN THE BACKGROUND GIVES ME MORE REASON TO SEE FAULT IN THE PERSON THAT I'M WITH...

WHEN I AWOKE TO THAT MESSAGE THIS MORNING I PROMISED MYSELF THAT I WASN'T GOING TO GET EXCITED AND WAS GOING TO JUST SAY OH REALLY AND LEAVE IT AT THAT. BUT I HAD TO HIT HIM UP... THE MOVIES KEPT REPLAYING FOR ME AND I BEGAN TO WONDER.... WHY NOT HAVE MY CAKE AND EAT IT TOO???


HOW LONG ARE YOUR NIGHTS? HOW JUICY IS YOUR SEX? HOW NAUGHTY ARE YOUR LIES?

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